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Artist | Student | Digital Art
United States

Welcome to my page!!!

Hi guys! Thank you for visiting. Don't be shy! I love interacting with my fellow buds and watchers. Call me Carmen, blacklist, whatever as long as it's not rude :)

Commissions are currently open!

Animated Skull Divider by Gasara
Animated Skull Divider by Gasara

Me and my sisters

Animated Skull Divider by GasaraAnimated Skull Divider by Gasara

Social Media

Here are my social media accounts. They're listed from most active to least active. Wips and school work will be posted on my instagram or fb. My twitter is just where you can see my activity on other websites. I haven't yet posted my story to tapastic. Hopefully when I have free time I'll get to do so.
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Pretty much just psychologically analyzed why I gave up on school and chose art as my favorite hobby. School came too easy for me. I never studied. I always got good grades even when I lazed around about it and procrastinated. Even though by school standards I was a "smart" "accomplished" person  I never felt like I was. I guess I always had impostor syndrome when it came to my smarts. I feel like its something I didnt work hard at. So I didnt apply for the millenium gates, I didnt bother to pursue a career in a field I loved or knew I could make great strides in. What was the point if it came naturally? All in all, I  Art was something I had to work hard on. I like to say it's easy, because it can be. But you can't get anywhere with it unless you actually put in work. Learning "the rules" "the fundamentals" as all else, is easy. But, implementation is the hard part. I still have the procrastinator mentality. And honestly, I do so because I'm scared that eventually it won't be a challenge for me. I fear I'll plateau and just not have to put effort in. Working with people is something that interests me bc people are a mystery to me. I can analyze them and thats only one layer of the onion. Predictability is possible but it changes so easily. On top of it, I'm an introvert, so it's hard for me to get out of my comfort zone and be social. It makes me feel anxious. It's  a challenge.


I have been gone forever!!! I'm sorry guys!!! Life has finally let up a bit. Or at least I'm managing better XD


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cemac Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2016
Wishing you a very :iconbdayplz: from cemac and :icondigitaldelights: and may this year be your happiest and most creative one yet.
xx-blacklist-xx Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Thank you :D
cemac Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2016
My pleasure :) I hope it was a great day for you :heart:
Namele7 Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday, Dear!!!

 :happy birthday:Lily Wishing a Happy Birthday  Birthday - NaNoEmo - day 21 Birthday Sis mac_party 
xx-blacklist-xx Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Thank you!!! :D I'm taking a break from work, so expect to hear more from me :)
Namele7 Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Cool!! looking forward to hearing from you. XD
xx-blacklist-xx Featured By Owner May 1, 2016  Student Digital Artist
How have you been? :o I'm off work for a few weeks :D
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Namele7 Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the favs, dear!:hug:
xx-blacklist-xx Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Not a problem :hug:
DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Tnx for the fav :la:
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